20130725

耿耿於懷

昨天媽媽告訴我她與朋友的對話:
哇那妳孩子全部都是專業人士咯
沒有啦讀一半罷了 都沒有在繼續的念下去

讀一半。
我那三年不是所謂的讀一半。
我可是拿了張學士文憑回來

我問媽媽 什麼是專業人士
她說律師啊醫生啊麻是咯
我相信她應該還在耿耿於懷我沒念醫生。
我也還在耿耿於懷為什麼她始終還沒辦法相信我的選擇 無論我怎樣的解釋,她都沒聽進去
耿耿於懷始終沒辦法讓他們感到驕傲?
或許我越想 就越沒辦法

父母啊,過渡的謙虛如同貶低自己的孩子啊

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話說那天跟喵提起
什麼是成功 這種sibeh深的話題
這問題實在抽象
我說,我真的沒有一個很具體的定義
對我來說,應該是一個接一個的目標達成吧
總不能到了一個頂就說已成功之類的吧lol
看到別人的成功可能他低潮的時期是你無法想像的
所以啊 還是專注於自己的路吧
☆〜(ゝ。∂)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

there is always an expectation from parents.

One of my fren has not achieved anything before his father passed on.

He has spent the most valuable 6 mths while his father's life coming to the end.

I always believe that will be his greatest achievement ever.

fw said...

i was working from home in my dad's last year. but i think for my mum, there is not other thing better than 1 of her child becoming doctor. but why the hell she keep putting all the hope in me even until now?