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something in my mind
or shld said A LOT of things in my mind
perhaps write it down will take away my burden a bit

- mum and colleague are urging me to buy a house- is a good investment, but life will definitely be harder after this, ok lar, maybe i set a fundamental mindset 1st la ok?

- this morning suddenly realise : OMG im living like a robot! i feel my life is a copier AGAIN, which i didnt have such a strong feeling long time ago. this is like " suddenly awake and wonder what the hell am i doing right now"? it is an unconsciously drive, breakfast, taking train , even talk?! @.@

- a friend of mine just break up after a 7 years relationship. i still remember the 1st time she told us about how this guy tackle him, the sweet and serious look , saying this : "i believe i found a suitable man for myself" which make an impress to me till now...7 years and bye bye..and her blog..ouch so sad T____T

- earning earning and hope can earn more

- hope can sponsor mama papa go korea - too sad cant : (

- colleagues are amazed with how i withstand the long journey of travel everyday. they are suggesting me to rent a house nearby. when i started to work i came across that kind of thoughts too, but what can cure you after hard work + brain torturing days? definitely the laugh of the family, kiss from the kids and spend time with your beloved. i just don't want to have only two days of weekend to go back hometown and with that limited time u still have to divide to everyone. perhaps 1 day i shall change my mind, but right now, i'm mummy's/ daddy's daughter. (:

- oh shit is raining and i have to take crowded train <-- ya im complaining ;p